Thursday, September 10, 2026

Dear lovely G

Georgie, 

I miss us so much. 
....
I am sad, {once again} at my failing of friendship 
I hate that I've awol'ed 
I miss you. 
I apologize for letting us fall away. 
I want to.
The stress 
The imp.
The Wall
The illusion (of time)
The pit trap of excuses and proc
I have no solid anything, other than I love you 
And I left you 
I leave 
I am left /: ): 
I have lost dignity in a way I unexpect. 
I have discounted 
I have discounted my own 
And so onto uthers I lived it
Discounted
And discounting 
Others –

...You. & us
And effort
I miss you. 
I wish you could be here with me
I wish a lot
I wish for 
Our times 
Old times
&Then even
Potentially... I
Imagine us
Prending.
–together now. 
My sis. 
I still love and adore you so much
🐝🫀





Dear M

Dear Maricile, 
 I am sorry. 
I think about you basically every day. 
I miss you in my life so much 
A small chunk (piece) of my heart is torn, and missing (gone) 
Small or not, it screams out at me. 
I miss you 
I loved you 
And I still do, but now—
It is absent love...
& .
I am stalled.
Stalled in loss; perceived, and real. 
I am so sorry. 
I am so sorry....
I am sorry